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Memoirs and Warm Fuzzies

I've just finished re-reading my travelogue review of traveling to China and I can't help but feel a bit sappy.  I had forgotten what a great trip it was and all the incredibly full and diversified experiences it involved.  I thought it interesting that I wrote about culture shock in my travelogue, but that I carry no memory of that with me when I reminisce about the China trip.  Quite unlike our first trip outside the U.S. & Canada where I very distinctly remember the culture shock of being in Mexico City. 

Today we went to a friends for a small gathering and were both refreshed by being surrounded by our friends - good and loving people.  Really, I must try to remember moments like these when I feel so blessed.

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Holidays

No matter how nice my in-laws are, they are still my in-laws and not my family.  I have a permanent picture in my mind of the daughter-in-law I want to be - gracious and loving and giving in a way that isn't giving at all because the joys are shared - but I'm afraid the reality is a bit less romantic and contains scattered moments of irritation, irritation often irrationally founded on preferences established by living a lifestyle that permits semi-self-indulgence.  But isn't knowing half the battle?  I do try my best to be gracious, I do.  And I estimate that at least 70% of the time I succeed.  I also know I'm blessed with this particular family and I know that they are genuinely good people.  So I try not to complain, but sometimes I still do.  Isn't that human nature?  Maybe I need to resume yoga.  Maybe I need to pray more, eat less, run.  Maybe.  For now I'll sit back and admire my sister-in-law's ability to draw her parents into conversation with sincerity and interest.  She's a remarkable inspiration.

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Interesting.

Pro-Life — And In Favor Of Keeping Abortion Legal
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=97998654&ft=1&f=1012

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Hancock

The movie Hancock was much better than I anticipated from the billboards!

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How in the...

Just how am I supposed to go to work with a purring cat curled up in my lap?  This could be disastrous for my career.

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Hard Work - A Day in the Life of a Yuppie Trying to Eat Right

Shopping with a conscience is hard work.  I first went to the farmers market where I quickly realized that, outside of pork, Eric really cooks all the meat.  So the main thing I went there for I found, but didn't buy for fear of not knowing how to cook it.  Darn it.  Next time.  I did buy some nice looking kale I plan on broiling to a yummy tasty crisp with a light covering of olive oil & garlic salt.  My mouth waters just thinking about it.  Slurrp!  (me licking my chops)

Then off to Madison Market, local co-op and conscience-for-people-like-me-too-busy-to-want-to-think-about-it-all.  I was, quite frankly, shocked to find that the only grass fed beef they had was in a special freezer off to the side.  So much for being my conscience.  Good grief.  I may as well go to QFC and do my own homework if this is what it's going to be like.  Which I did after loading up on Maddy food since E's favorite granola is only sold at QFC but I still do want to support me local co-op.

But before QFC, a quick detour to Cafe Vita for 2 pounds of Seattle's Best Coffee Beans.

Then, finally, to QFC, to buy the granola and a few things I forgot at Maddy's.  Criminy it's hard having a conscience and being a snobbie yuppie.  Do you think the gas consumed in driving to all the markets offsets the local free-range chicken I bought?

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Bored?

I enjoy watching movies.  It's true.  I am exhilerated by the ability of a movie to make me believe in magic and meet characters I never would have imagined could exist.  I'm thinking mostly, of course, of movies such as Bolt, X-Men, Monsters Inc., etc.  I'm also grateful to movies for their ability to show me other lifestyles in a way that's believable and from which I can almost always learn more by watching others about who I am and what I want from life.  Documentaries are also keen.
 
However.
 
Last night we watched The Incredible Hulk.  (I've discovered recently that I have a certain affiliation for comic-book based movies.  Their magic powers and stuff takes me back to a childhood belief that "it could have been me!".)  While I was fascinated by the Hulk and the plot, I was disappointed by all of the (un)necessary violence used to tell the story.  I suppose that violence is inherent when telling the story of The Incredible Hulk.  He is, afterall, a giant bulky/hulky hugely-muscular man who only gets big and green when he's *angry*.  But still.  I think I'm also speaking with residual images lurking in my mind from watching The Quantum of Solace (the latest 007 movie) which teems with violence and beautiful sexy women.
 
So I started thinking about all of the movies out there in the world and all the movies I enjoy watching (which, as it turns out, doesn't include 007 movies) and all the media that our young and not-so-young population is absorbing and how we are inevitably being affected and how our sense of normal is warping/changing/morphing as a direct result, however slowly or imperceptibly.  And I wonder how this is influencing our personal actions, our worldviews, our interactions with other people, our tolerance for violence in the news, with each other, in our homes.  And it makes me rather sad because I know when I watch 007, by the 3rd fight scene I'm no longer covering my eyes, and by the end of the movie I've become bored with the violent and numerous ways to kill a person.  And I know that in real life, violence is never boring.  And I hope that we, as a people, don't become so bored with violence that we stop caring about Rwanda, Darfur, and even our neighbors.
 
That being said, I still enjoy watching movies.  In my own life, the stand I will make is with my pocketbook and only watch movies I "approve" of.  I could, if highly motivated, work to get others to be aware.  (Working to eliminate such movies goes against my principle of freedom of choice, but promoting awareness in making choices is something I consider highly valuable.)  But I think I'll start with shaping my own actions for now and stick within the comfort of lazy.  There are so many causes in the world, I'd rather exert energy changing the world in different ways.  Now to just stop being lazy enough to start changing the world in other ways...that's the challenge!

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A Tribute to Max

abrazos y besos

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A Dilemma Indeed

So here's what I don't understand: as stewards of God's earth and understanding that Life and the earth are gifts from God, why aren't Christians the #1 advocate and supporter of sustainable farming?  Not just a dilemma for the omnivores anymore.

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Restless Musing

John in the Morning is all melancholy this morning - I think it's the anniversary of his mom's death.  Apparently she died of cancer a couple of years ago.  He keeps encouraging us to call our parents.  I'm so lucky that I am close to my mom and I've already called her twice this week.  I've been thinking about my father recently and thinking about the very short note I plan on sending him with his Christmas card this year.

Work is making me restless.  Life, really.  Things are changing, our habits, our plans, our fallbacks, our norms.  Eric has immersed himself in electronics, our home audio/video center, and I'm the same way - I need a somewhat consuming focus - but I've only really centered on work.  It's not healthy and I'm glad I'm recognizing this aspect of myself and the current reality so I can make a conscious effort to find something to somewhat consume my interests.  Running?  So passé.  Volunteering?  Reading?  Maybe.  Finally practicing my accordion more often?  Probably not...  :)

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